Fuuuuuck i’m in love or something.
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well today was perrrfect. skating on his board at the park and then chilling at my place. a kiss here and there. and cuddles everywhere on the bed. everything was too lovely. i love his company.
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my wifi router name is SheepCat :-)
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well i certainly didn’t know it was this easy to get attached to a person. to someone that cares for you. and i never really knew what it was like. never knew how affection felt like only in the books and movies did i experience it. the first time i met him, i didn’t think much about him after because i didn’t think anything was possible. didn’t think he would glance twice at me. i was shy, he was quiet. and then he asked about me and i got excited and it all sort of happened, like it was meant to be, and it was. i mean this guy, my guy, isn’t perfect or anything. but to me he’s special. and i’ve grown so attached to him even though it hasn’t been a very long time yet. when i look at other guys i just don’t feel anything towards them even if they’re the hottest, most sexiest on earth. i always think of my guy, my baby, my bear, my prince, and i can’t see myself with anyone else. and this sounds so stupid, sorry, feelings are stupid. and he’s my first, so all these emotions and feelings, i don’t know what to do with them, where to store them.
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his kisses
i love the way he gently finds a way to push my hair away
and trace his lips along my neck with kisses slowly.
i love the way he softly plants his lips upon my forehead,
and looks down at me with eyes so calm.
And as he cups my face,
his lips meet mine,
and all is good and sound,
he’s mine.
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i love it when he gives me flowers, and he always does c:
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i said as i looked outside the tent, “it feels like we’re actually camping in a forest or something” and he replied gently, “we are in a forest babe” ok ryan, sure we are.
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i had the best start to my summer last night! so my good friend & i drove to the pb to drop her bro off at a bonfire. then we rode off to find stuff to do. we went to belmont park and got on rollercoasters, then we drove to ob where we went to sunset cliffs & ate at hodad’s :-) we drove back to the bonfire & joined the others with some beer and hookah. after we left, my friend dropped me off at my guy’s house and we camped out in his backyard in a tent. t’was lovely. i loved falling asleep next to him & waking up next to him. best start to this summer everrr! can’t wait till warped!
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